Net Worth: October 2018

Our net worth spreadsheet gets updated on the 26th of every month. I chose this date because it's deep enough into the month that we've likely made most of our payments for the month, so that whatever remains is the accumulated surplus. I could inflate the numbers by doing the calculations right after my pay period, but that seems self-defeating to me.

For October 2018, our combined total net worth was $36,070.18 or €31,612.78.

Composition

Since this is the first of these posts, I should describe what makes up our net worth spreadsheet.

There's a U.S. dollar section and a euro part. Each one contains the following:

• Bank accounts, including checking and savings accounts.
• Credit card accounts.
• Investment accounts (currently USD only).
• Loans and other lump-sum liabilities.
• An "Other" sections, which includes rounded petty cash as well as the estimated value of loyalty programs.

These are added together, and along with the prevailing EURUSD exchange rate, I calculate the value in dollars and euros. Since this spreadsheet has data from 2013, some accounts are closed, but the rows remain in the spreadsheet in order to maintain their data. Some things that aren't there that may eventually make an appearance are:

• Physical Assets. We currently don't have any physical assets that are worth adding to the spreadsheet (cars, houses).
• Pensions et al. I haven't added my pension from my German job. I haven't figured out a good way to do it yet. Likewise Social Security or the German Rentenversicherung.

This is a complete net worth spreadsheet and not a true FIRE net worth spreadsheet, but it's easy enough to calculate those numbers with a few clicks in the spreadsheet. Just Control/Command click the necessary accounts, and I'm good to go.

Up top, I have a couple of interpretations of the data in discrete cells. Namely, what is 4% of our worth? If it's lower than $40k, then it's shaded red, and if it's higher, then it's shaded green. It's definitely shaded red. I also have a sheet that calculates the Millionaire Next Door categories "Average Accumulator of Wealth" and "Prodigious Accumulator of Wealth" values for us and how much we're below/above those amounts. If our wealth is below the "Average Accumulator", it's also shaded red, which it definitely is right now.

Those two items are purely reminders of long-term goals and reminders just how much needs to be saved rather than being explicit thresholds.

Factors Affecting Current Net Worth

The biggest factors that affected this month's net worth change is the stock market. I'm a long only investor, and October has been pretty rough on us. Additionally, most of my portfolio is value stocks, and those prices have been getting crushed. The "growth" stocks also suffered but not nearly as much. I also have some positions in German companies, and Germany's stock market has been lagging for about a year.

Because of this volatility, my tax deferred retirement accounts and my taxable brokerage account fell several percent. We saved a good amount of money this month, but the market mostly netted the change to zero.

Funnily enough though, because the euro fell against the dollar, the value of these accounts rose in value in euros, even as they fell in dollars. Silver lining?

This month, I began to calculate the estimated value of loyalty programs. I'm calculating the various points as being worth ¢1 a piece. It doesn't add a lot of value to net worth, but those points have some kind of value, so I'd might as well add them. I'm not sure if it's worth adding them in for past months, since it's such a small value (around $1k).

Regarding credit cards and loans, none of that costs us interest. We currently never carry a balance, and the one "loan" is an installment plan from a dentist that doesn't charge any interest. In the beginning of the spreadsheet, we did have interest-accumulating accounts due to student loans and the cost of moving abroad, but those are long gone.

So there's the first of hopefully many updates.

Getting Used to Market Drops

In the past week and a half, I've lost more money in the markets (nominally) than I ever have. I wasn't investing in 2000 or 2008, and I cashed out the few stocks I had in 2015 to help pay off the student loans before that year's turbulence hit. Right now, I'm sitting on a large net loss that I predict will become larger.

With the fall yesterday, the S&P 500 looks like it will close below the ten-month moving average. This is a fairly rare event, and it's one of those possible triggers for trend-following people to close their positions and wait things out. I'm not going to do that, but I am and have been girding myself emotionally for the potential of a big drawdown.

I don't really feel any panic about this. Maybe I'm fooling myself, and if there's a 50% drawdown, I could conceivably panic. But I suspect I won't.

Tempered by past panics

In the past year, my tolerance for big drops has improved. I had my first taste about a year ago when one of my large holdings dropped by 16% in a day and then kept falling. I panic sold, and the holding eventually recovered, much to my chagrin.

After that I held more doggedly through big drops and was rewarded. I hated holding, but I did it, and one big draw down became a big winner, which I sold for a profit when the price appreciation looked too good to be true.

And then 2018 came, and suddenly big drops for some names didn't recover. Currently, I'm sitting on some securities that are very much drawn down, and the speed with which their plummets happened feels a bit punitive. When I described how one holding has fallen 40% since April on no real news, a friend laughed and said, "It's because God hates you."

But there's also something irrational about the plummets. Many of them are falling not because of their current actual performance but because of fears of future performance or fears of their markets being encroached by newer technology players. Fair enough. But the penalties in many of these cases are extremely pessimistic, and extreme pessimism can equal good value opportunities if the world doesn't fall apart. Which is admittedly a big "if" right now.

Backtests

One exercise that also helped gird me mentally was all the backtesting I did. There are some market drops that can be mostly avoided. The dot-com bubble was one such example. If you'd bought value at that point, you breezed through that basically unscathed.

Meanwhile, 2008 was a different beast altogether. If you're long-only, the only real way to dodge 2008 was to not be there. But if you weren't there in 2008, you probably weren't there in March 2009, and if you were there in March 2009, you were rewarded. Big time.

It's not easy. But it does show that the big drops are opportunities if you're buying. And they're also something to plan for.

Dreams of cheap prices

So there's a part of me that wants to see prices really fall. Like, c'mon lads, let's do this. Since I'm still earning money, I'd love for my future money to meet much lower prices. The CAPE ratio is still high, and if we think it has any predictive power at all, all of us who are buying securities right now should be praying for it to fall.

The only people who should be hoping for higher prices are those who aren't buying anymore or who are mega-rich. Higher prices don't help young people. Higher prices don't help savers. Think about how much you've already saved vs. what you will save in the future. Which number is bigger? If it's the latter, then you should want an 80% drawdown to happen (as long as you get to keep your job) because the compounding effects of that money will be so much greater.

So to wrap up, I've been training my brain to not get too distressed about this. There's some distress, not going to lie, but it's not panic, and if I'm not panicking now considering the amount of money I've lost, I doubt I'll panic later.

My Money Mistakes: Student Loans

One of my early money mistakes was my student loans. Although they weren’t my first money mistake, they were definitely my first big mistake.

First, I chose a field in college that could easily be described as a “hopes and dreams” field. I don’t want to say what the major was, but let’s just say that taking out loans for it was dumb. For some salt in the wound, because I came from a relatively poor household, I got grants and scholarships high enough to cover the costs and living expenses of college. Let me repeat that: I got enough financial aid and merit scholarships to go to school for free, and I still took out student loans in addition.

You can see why I consider this my first big mistake.

Over the course of my undergrad years, I amassed a total of around $22,000 in student loans. I also took out some credit cards during that time and often carried a balance.

In the summer before my final year, it hit me that I was reaching the end of college, and that I had this giant debt and no idea what to do next. I know, I know. I listened to the Dave Ramsey show a bit today, and there are debts that are much greater than my $22k. Compared to someone who's amassed a $600k student loan sum, my amount sounds paltry. But that's also a danger of making comparisons like that: $22,000 is a lot of money for someone in his 20's who graduated with an impractical degree. In any case, it felt like a lot.

In my last year, I applied myself seriously at school. I'd been an OK student before, but in my last year I really tried. In so doing, I made contacts that would ultimately lead to real career advancement later. The loan amount climbed though as I took out my final loans for my undergrad years.

By the end, I had the previously quoted $22k debt. Around $1500 was in an unsubsidized loan, while the others were all subsidized. That was a bit of accidental good luck.

In the intervening years before moving abroad, I went to graduate school paid for with a teaching assistant position, and I did a variety of jobs, some of which were related to my field and some not. I consolidated all my student loans at a 7% interest rate right before the financial crisis caused interest rates to drop to basically nothing. I used tools like Upromise to shuttle extra pennies into the loans, and I used Sallie Mae's offers to lower the interest rate after a certain number of on-time payments and with automatic withdrawal.

The payment plan I'd selected meant that the payments were interest-only for a decade or something crazy. However, I tried making whatever extra payments I could to lower the principle enough that the scheduled payment amount would also take off at least some of the principle.

While I worked in graduate school, the loans went into subsidized deferment even though I was earning a very modest salary. I used that time to keep paying money into the loans, and left graduate school with a lower principle amount. I also opened my Roth IRA at that time.

I listened to Dave Ramsey and tried to get the "baby steps" thing going, but what ultimately got the loans paid off was two things:

• The habits and the desire to pay the loans off that built up while I was essentially broke.
• Getting a job that paid me a lot more money.

I would have eventually paid off the loans on my previous track, but it would have taken decades. I was dedicated though. All that was missing was the income to get the job done, and I got that moving to Germany. When I look at our net worth chart, I'm shocked at how quickly things changed once we had a steady situation. We went from a negative net worth of $23k when we moved here to a positive net worth of around $16k in two years.

I think there are a lot of warnings one can take away from this. The first: avoid debt. Just dodge the bullet, and you won't have to waste time trying to heal the wound.

The second: earning power is important. My degree was a silly degree to go into debt for. I don't regret the degree itself because my life is good, but I sat in negative net worth territory for too long, and a lot of my earned money went to interest payments. That's money that Sallie Mae gets to loan out now and earn income on.

Meanwhile, because my income was so low so often, I often had credit cards that needed to be taken care whenever I got enough money for debt-paydown times. I wanted to be done with the student loans, and looking back, I had periods where I intelligently managed my money, but lack of steady income plus debt equaled lots of squandered time as income came and went along with emergency funds.

The third lesson is that learning to live frugally is worthwhile from as early an age as possible. I got serious about saving money once I left school. I still made plenty of mistakes from that point, but I was beginning the saving practice in earnest then. If only that could have been shifted to when I was 16 and earning my first paychecks from my fast-food job. I had friends who already did have a savings mindset and who saved up thousands before leaving high school just from side jobs.

And the fourth I'll list is this: student loan debt can be paid off. You can get rid of it. You can do it pretty quickly too if you set your mind to it, earn enough, and spend it frugally. Just get it done and move on. When you make the final payment, you sadly won't get a screen full of balloons and a giant "Congratulations!", but it's something that you'll never have to worry about again.