First Quarter Update 2024

We had an excellent first quarter of 2024. Our net worth rose 8.42%/%10.82 quarter over quarter to $182,025/€168,542.

After I'd tallied everything, it hit me that we might cross the $200,000 mark sometime this year. It wouldn't even take outstanding performance. Even if our wealth compounds at 7% over the next two years, we'd pass that threshold sometime in 2025. Naturally, it's best to not become attached to any rate of return, but I'm trying to steel myself for the fact that growth might come more quickly than I'd anticipated.

Naturally, the primary mechanism of this is stock market growth. I've been saving every month, but the market has been easily outpacing my contributions. It's also been outpacing my spending (I went to the United States and bought a new iPhone this quarter). However, the reverse could just as easily be the case. So far in April, our portfolios have plunged more than our current year contributions. That kind of volatility is to be expected, but it's still bracing to see. Our contributions are gentle rows in a canoe that's already flowing through the water, but the current can still take us in unexpected directions.

Pension Valuation

We crossed the $100,000 mark sometime in late 2020, and I didn't recognize it at the time. I hadn't begun adding my German pension to the calculation, so life continued as normal. Frankly, I could probably goose the current numbers to equal greater than $200k now; all I'd have to do is value my pension as the equivalent of my contributions. But without a good reason to do so, I won't do that. When considering a pension rationally, the value of it can only equal or be greater than the value of contributions when viewed in hindsight.

One new emergent factor in my pension calculation is the reduction in life expectancy in the United States. Being American, I use the Social Security actuarial tables, and I have discovered that life expectancy has dropped by several years. I suspect this has to do with COVID-19, but regardless of the reason, with a potentially shortened lifespan, the valuation decreases.

Second Quarter Forecast

This has already been and will continue to be an expensive quarter.

The stock market thus far has been harsh to all factors. The one bright spot has been my small gold ETF position, but this is a mild retardant to the drawdown. Ex-US has also been relatively stable. However, this drawdown has already been nearly as severe as the cost of any of the spending I'm about to mention. If the drawdown continues, it will easily be greater than whatever spending we embark on.

My wife and I have decided it's time to do some remodeling and lifestyle upgrading, and we're spending on new bits of furniture and other household accouterments. It's nothing extravagant, but it's a cost. We will likely re-enter the world of TV ownership sometime in the next few months, for example. Ikea has also been padding its cash flow statements with our money.

We also plan to visit the US briefly this summer. My wife has an ill sibling, and we're taking some time to visit them. We also recently helped financially support this sibling's adult child, who had a cash crunch. Although they offered to reimburse us, I agree with Dave Ramsey that loaning money to family members is a way to hurt that relationship, so we gifted the money instead.

We also owe taxes from 2022. We don't know when the Finanzamt will hit us with the bill we know is due, but it's coming any day now.

Despite all that, we're doing well. Until next time. Stay happy and healthy.

Update April 2022: Net Worth, Rough Month, Indexing, Covid

Rough Month. Ouch.

Our net worth declined by 11.42% in USD and 6.48% in EUR to $110,276 and €104,329 respectively. The euro loss was offset by the appreciation of the dollar relative to the euro. At the same time, our euro debt was reduced in value relative to the dollar.

This was our worst month financially since March 2020.

Stock Decline: Sleep Test and Indexing

Obviously, the main driver was the stock market declines. I wish I could say I bathed in glory and withstood the desire to sell anything. I wish I could say I wasn't scared. I wish I could say that the online chatter didn't influence my decisions.

I sold some stuff. I was scared. I let myself be influenced by noise.

That said, I tinkered rather than dismantled. I knew that at any moment, the whole thing could turn around, so it was unwise to go to cash 100%. So if my tinkerings were mistakes (as they almost certainly were), they will be small mistakes rather than absolute disasters.

One thing that's become abundantly clear though is that my overall portfolio is not passing the "sleep test". I am often worried about it. It is often gnawing at me, prompting me to take action in one way or another.

It's stupid. I'm saving money in order to improve my life, but if I'm stressing over it, then what's the point?

So I'm going to start indexing most of my new money. I'll start with about $7,000 and put most new money into that on a monthly basis. I intend to write more about this decision, but long story short is: I need a pool of money where I don't worry about individual securities. Right now, I have to worry about each individual name in my portfolio. Might this company perform poorly? Have I overweighted this company? Maybe this is a secular decline, and I'm missing it?

I hate all this. This worry is a negative in my life, and so far my stock picking ability has not shown itself to be superior, so it's an emotional negative for not much gain.

Covid Caught

As a backdrop to all this, I've caught the coronavirus. Last Friday, as the worst day of selling was ravaging my portfolio, I was sitting home alone having called in sick to work. I had the sinking suspicion that I'd caught it, but since I'm both vaccinated and boosted, all my self tests came back negative.

Only on Sunday did the test faintly show positive. Now I know why they say the self tests take fifteen minutes: the control line appears quickly, but it takes much longer for the T line to show up. If you just wait for the C line, you might miss the eventual faint T line, which tells you that you're positive.

My employer requested that I get a "Bürgertest" (a free fast test administered by an official testing center) and, if positive, a PCR test. Both came back positive, and so I'm at home at least until next Monday.

Financially, this is a set back. I was set to do some extra work for my employer that would have paid me a fair amount of money. Someone else will do that now. On the upside, at least I can't go out and spend money, but that's little comfort.

Ironically, I caught it at work, where a mini super-spreader event occurred. Restrictions have been lightened in the past few weeks, and we had a week and a half of vacation. Simultaneously, our thrice-weekly testing regimen was changed from PCR tests to antigen tests. Someone must have had a false negative and come to work, where they infected me and around 20 other colleagues. Go team.

Health-wise, this thing was awful. Saturday and Sunday were especially unpleasant with coughing, sneezing, runny nose, body aches and pains, a high fever, and an overall sense of fatigue and foreboding. It's gotten progressively better since Monday, but my voice is still froggy, and I'm still congested. If this is what it feels like with the vaccine, then what the hell does it feel like without it?

So far, my wife hasn't caught it, but unfortunately, it may be just a matter of time.

Final Thoughts

I don't know how to guess about May. But during May I'll be thinking about how to pass the sleep test. What actually worries me during drawdowns? What is so scary?

I'll also try and come up with an asset allocation plan that's simple and effective for my new indexing allocation.

Until next time, stay healthy, and remember that relationships are wealth.

2021 Wrap Up: Net Worth and Investments

2021 was another strange year. Both of our incomes were depressed, and there was noticeable inflation is many of the staples we buy. In Germany, many of the activities we would have taken part in were curtailed by pandemic rules. My small side incomes sources shriveled to nothing as projects were cancelled or simply not planned.

Despite these challenges, our net worth rose year over year by 43% in USD and 53% in EUR to $124,045 and €109,697 respectively. In December, that represents a respective monthly rise of 6.65% and 6%. Our liquid net worth stood at $104,269/€91,544.

Investments in 2021

The power of compounding assets that work in the background is amazing and shocking. Yes, we made money this year. Yes, we saved money this year. But this relentless background grind of our assets - primarily in stocks, both taxable and tax-advantaged - overwhelmed whatever other forces were working on our lives.

And this was the case, despite the fact that my portfolio only returned around 20% against the S&P 500's 27%. I underperformed overall when compared to that benchmark, and still I'm surprised by how well it works.

In the period between January 7, 2021 (the date the Brexit transition hit my IB account) and December 31, 2021, our investments made a total of $15,752.53 within the taxable account. That includes $504 of dividends, with the rest being a mixture of realized and unrealized gains.

My primary contribution to this result was having some amount of fortitude to withstand all the fears hurled at us investors in 2021. The biggest gains were in positions that I'd bought in prior years and held. That's not to say that I did nothing.

In general, my decisions to sell were, at least in the short term, correct decisions. My decision to sell Square - now Block - was a good call. I sold Cloudflare, which was early but basically correct, and bought back in, which was not correct. I briefly owned a number of foreign growth stocks, but I realized their valuations were beyond comprehension, and I bailed on them. That turned out to have been a good call, though I held Alibaba too long and lost some money on that.

In May, I made big bets on Facebook - now Meta - and Amazon, which have been basically flat since then. I figured those were at least five year bets, so I'm holding without thinking about them too much. I did not expect my Apple position to continue to grow so well, but I can't complain. I also added a lot to Berkshire Hathaway and bought another share of Alphabet, both of which have paid off.

Late in the year, I took out a €30,000 loan with which to buy stocks. My largest single purchase was AbbVie, which was a terrible immediate-term pick since it declined 10% within 15 minutes, but since then has nearly returned enough on its own to pay for the entire interest cost of the loan. Other smaller picks like Intel and Enbridge have been flat but volatile. Greenbrick Partners is volatile but has given a good return so far. Likewise, small positions like Bank of America, D.H. Horton, and Pulte have all done well.

I entered the cryptocurrency space early in 2021, exited after becoming disillusioned, and then I re-entered just as a correction was starting. It's been an uncomfortable few months as my new purchases get swallowed up, but I view the space as promising enough to buy a little bit every month. However, I might be wrong, but I'm strictly using my personal allowance money (BLOW) to pay for these purchases.

On the last trading day of the year, my portfolio looked like this:

The Vanguard All World Stock Index Fund was my largest single holding since that's the entirety of my U.S. tax-advantaged accounts. The largest positions after that are Apple, Amazon, and Berkshire Hathaway, each larger than 10% of the entire investment pool. Some of that is due to deliberate position sizing, while in the case of Apple, that position simply became dominant despite a much lower cost basis.

Final Thoughts: Finding Yourself as an Investor

I have a friend who got an inheritance windfall in 2015. He basically knew nothing about investing, but he knew that he wanted to buy cheap stocks that had promising futures. Like me, he's an American in Europe, so he had to buy individual securities, and he bought around 40.

His performance has been quite good, having bought a mix of growth and value. Some choices turned out to be under performers, and they've have been cut. But he's been admirably steady in his positions even when they grow very large.

It's taken me years to "find myself" as an investor. I bounced from all sorts of styles, but what seems to work best is to be more like him: buy reasonably priced companies that have good odds of doing well in the future. Get convinced ahead of time that the purchase is a good one. It's ok to have some speculative stuff, as long as you're aware it's speculative stuff. And then for the most part let it ride.

Letting it ride is hard, but I'm getting better at it. Over the past month, the market has been rough, but my tendency to want to sell has been quiet. Likewise, I'm trying to get past the need to find the perfect investment or investment style. If I achieved greater than 10% returns annually over time, that would be an achievement.

I plan on writing more about 2021, especially about our income sand saving. Until then, stay healthy. May your 2022 be full of happiness and good fortune.

Update: July 2021, Back in the USA

Our net worth increased in July to $107,189 and €90,838, which is a month over month rise of 4.81% and 6.05% respectively.

This is a surprising result for me, because I'm in the USA, and I'm spending money. The trip has been more expensive than I originally expected (though there was always an inner voice telling me to expect it), and the stock market sort of bailed me out. If you owned US stocks in July, you were likely rewarded. At least up until that last week.

Stocks Reporting Earnings

Some of my largest holdings reported earnings in July: Ally Financial, Apple, Alphabet, Charter, Amazon, Facebook, Paypal, and T-Mobile all reported earnings, and the news was generally good. These companies are continuing to grow, and their future prospects are strong.

That doesn't mean that the corresponding stocks were rewarded immediately for that growth. While Ally, Alphabet, and Charter rose following their announcements, Apple, Facebook, Paypal and, especially, Amazon fell in price. Those falls happened in the days after I recorded our net worth change, so they're not reflected in the above totals, but suffice it to say, they were meaningful. Amazon fell a little over 7% in one day, and since that's my largest taxable holding, it was a meaningful drop.

These drops and rises though are just noise though. They are meaningless for long-term success. And getting mad at the market for punishing strong companies' stocks is like shouting at the wind (which I've done at my more pathetic moments). We all see the comments on Twitter and Seeking Alpha that go something like, "Company x just announced a huge beat, and the stock is down 5%? How does that make any sense?"

Maybe it makes sense, and maybe it doesn't. Maybe the company is overvalued, or maybe large holders are taking profits. It's all a guessing game, and it's pointless to try and justify or deride every market move.

I write this, and I have to admit that only in the past year and a half have I been able to actually remain calm during these kinds of drops. My first stupid sale from a drop was Booking Holdings back in the fall of 2017. That kind of sudden reversal was terrifying for me, especially after the easy rise up the market had in 2017. From there to now, I've experienced a real maturation of my response to these movements.

The United States After a 2 Year Absence

I'm currently in the US after being absent from it for two years due to the pandemic. It's been eye opening. The country feels alive and dynamic in a way that I miss from Germany. Germany is solid, and it's treated me very well, but I've never regarded it as an exciting place. The US is exciting. It feels like stuff is happening, like deals are being done, like boundaries are being pushed, like money is bounding forth from all the dynamism.

I like this feeling. It's seductive.

At the same time, there's the dark side. I turn on the TV, and there are the drug ads. CBS Morning has a segment called "Bill of the Month", which highlighted a man with two separate insurance plans who still owed $150,000 after an accident that left him in an out-of-network hospital. I see that a pill that I take daily costs many multiples more than what I pay in Germany, even for a generic! Lots of peers my age are living with crippling student loans and few job prospects if they didn't choose the hot career of the moment.

And during my time here, I kept having to sequester myself from my family to continue working on the Streamlined Filing Procedure. I believe that once it's all done, I won't owe any money, and the IRS won't come after me. But I won't be entirely sure until the statute of limitations is up.

I've lost so much time and energy to this process in a period when I wanted to focus on my family. Since the IRS has to decide - somewhat arbitrarily - whether my actions were willful or not, I had to just hustle to get this done. I wanted to finish it before I left Germany, but I couldn't do it, and the whole thing kept underlining how absurd it is.

For example, I make some self-employment income on the side in Germany. In Germany, there's some threshold you have to cross before they start taxing you on that income, which means I've never been taxed on it even though I always declare it in my German tax return. In the US, that threshold is MUCH lower, and so during this process I essentially had to create a set of P&L books just for my US tax return. I also did the same for my wife's small business.

It's all crazy. Now I have to worry that the IRS is going to bother me about some write off for this tiny small business that I have in a foreign country where the foreign country itself doesn't even consider me worth taxing! These write-offs are to avoid social security, but they know I live in Germany, which has a Totalization Agreement with the US about Social Security, but to actually get out of paying SS in the US, I have to fulfill some additional paperwork that for some reason the German Rentenversicherung doesn't want to provide me (naturally, they just don't respond to my requests for it).

I just don't get why my home country is this way.

Suffice it to say, I have mixed feelings about America right now. It feels like a vibrant place full of opportunity, but it's also loaded with traps and harassment for its citizens.

Let's also not forget that the US is being hit by another wave of the coronavirus primarily because of vaccine hesitancy. To say I'm disappointed in many of my countrymen and women is an understatement. I have several family members who are ill with it, and I hope they pull through.

August Forecast

On the day that I left Germany, the third of the three stimulus payments arrived in our Postfach. However, I was out the door already, and so my wife has been sitting tight on that check. We also received our long-awaited German tax refund at the end of July. Both of those will contribute meaningfully to month over month changes in my August update.

My wife's work is also picking up. We'll see how long that lasts (since Germans are hardly free from this vaccine hesitancy madness), but for now some extra income is very welcome.

As for expenses, I expect to pay for our American and German tax preparers. I do not resent either of them personally since they've both been very good for us, but I do resent this system I've found myself in.

Until next time, stay healthy and look out for your loved ones.

Update: April 2021

Our net worth increased 10.75% in USD and 8.07% in EUR to $101,894 and €84,336 respectively. That's a year over year change of 78.77% in dollars and 60.24% in euros.

And what a year it's been. We're still masking up to go to grocery stores. My wife still isn't allowed to meet with people face to face and works from our home office entirely. Our incomes are still depressed. Our restaurant budget is still nothing. I still can't go to the gym.

But if you were long risk assets this past year, you've probably had a very good year financially. In fact, it's been such a good year, that I think a lot of assets have become overvalued and therefore risky.

April Contributors: Stocks and Stimulus

The factors that affected our numbers this month were primarily the strong performance of the stock market and a stimulus payment my wife got from the Germans because of the impact this whole mess has had on her business. That money went straight into an account for earmarked funds.

Germany has had various stimulus programs, but they've been pretty complex to use. Unlike the US, they haven't just shuttled money out to the citizens in waves of checks. The programs have been highly targeted, dependent on the state (Bundesland) to implement them, and you need to meet very specific criteria. For example, my wife missed out on one early stimulus payment because the timing of a vacation she took in 2019, which made the year over year comparison look better than it really was. But that meant zero help despite her income dropping to very low levels.

Additionally, because of these criteria, it requires the use of a tax preparer, whose fee reduces the impact of the stimulus. We love our Steuerberaterin, but we're sending her a lot of money in a very short time.

That's all to say, it's all a bit convoluted and over-engineered, which is kind of the German way.

Selling Stocks

I sold out of my positions in two companies yesterday:

Square (SQ)

And Cloudflare (NET)

Both had run up so much that I couldn't make sense of the valuation anymore. It's entirely possible that I'll regret this at some point in the future if/when they pop upwards, but such a pop would only further divorce them from their fundamentals, and their fundamentals suggest upwards of a decade before their valuations align.

Naturally, if they crash, I'll happily buy them again. And some other companies might also be on the chopping block once I figure out the tax implications.

However, selling is hard, and I often get it wrong. I sold Equinor (EQNR) and Ternium (TX) in the last few months, and both quickly climbed above my sale price. Much to my chagrin, I sold Foot Locker (FL) and Simon Property Group (SPG) a year ago at low prices and ate a huge loss, and both have recovered very well indeed.

My buying instincts appear solid, but my selling instincts need refinement.

Speculative Excess

Nevertheless, I can't help but feel like we're living in a moment of speculative excess, and that makes me more cautious. Speculative excess doesn't just affect the prices of assets, but it affects the way people talk about those assets and the way the press reports on them. It's self reinforcing and full of confirmation bias.

It's one reason I sold: I saw the confirmation bias in myself. I was looking for the angle that could justify my continuing to hold both of those companies, and seeing that in myself made me realize how flawed my own judgment was. The valuations don't make sense, and I was trying to make myself see that the valuations actually did make sense.

Beyond pure speculative insanity, we've seen several major blowups this year already from traders using too much leverage:

• Archegos Capital
• Greensill Capital
• Forced liquidations on Binance

Regarding crypto, whatever merits there are to cryptocurrencies, the proponents of crypto are behaving in the way you'd expect bubble proponents to behave: they are often dismissive and full of bile towards anyone who questions the basis for their belief (Disclosure: I have a tiny amount of Bitcoin and Ethereum).

Likewise, despite John Templeton's admonition that, "The four most dangerous words in investing are 'This time is different'", I've seen lots of arguing that this time really is different! It's hilarious. I've heard it in podcasts, seen it online, and heard it from friends who believe we've entered a new era in some way. They might be right, but it sure sounds like the same sort of rationalization that accompanied previous bubbles.

So what else is there we don't know about? How about fraud? It's likely lurking somewhere, since crypto doesn't solve people behaving like people.

Anyway, I'm feeling cautious.

Over $100,000

As mentioned in my last post, we crossed the $100,000 mark for the first time. I figured it would happen this year, but I didn't expect it to happen quite so fast. And I didn't expect the sudden difference in my mindset. It's not as if I'm going to quit my job to become a full time speculator, but I have a greater sense of autonomy and more emotional detachment from my job.

The Virus Rages On

But financials obviously aren't the only thing, and this past year has been very hard on just about everybody. Thankfully the vaccine rollout is happening faster in Germany, and there's some light at the end of the tunnel here. In fact, we have our appointment for our first shots in a week and a half.

However, the virus continues to hurt people around the world, and I continue experience cognitive dissonance about the relative ease of my life.

May Expectations

Nothing special will happen with our incomes this month. We won't be able to save much because of some fees around my wife renewing her work permit. Because she's self-employed, they require a special document prepared by our tax preparer for yet another fee to that preparer, plus the fee for doing the renewal.

Meanwhile, we're still waiting on our 2019 tax refund. Hopefully that will land soon. And one day we'll get those last two stimulus payments from the US government, but I won't hold my breath.

I'll leave you with this:

Guilty as charged. Until next time.

October 2020 Update

Our liquid net worth fell 5.07% and 6.51% to $74,763 and €63,252 respectively in October.

The reason for the fall is entirely because we bought a piano, and they're expensive. We actually ended up getting a better deal than expected, which will save us about 1k EUR, but it meant receiving it now rather than later. To keep myself honest, I've listed it on our balance sheet as a liability since we'll be paying for it over the course of the next year. It's a rent-to-buy: we'll be making payments while simultaneously saving for the lump-sum payment we'll have to make in one year. However, there's no interest accruing, and the price we could have paid all at once was the same as the price for rent-to-buy.

You can see the liability on the chart as a pink mass below the zero line.

Otherwise, stocks performed surprisingly well. We saved some money. I got an automatic raise due to my employment length with the company. It's the kind of raise that helps a little now, but over the course of years it really adds up. My wife is working more hours.

New COVID Lockdown

Yesterday, new coronavirus-related rules went into effect across Germany, which limit certain activities. We're allowed to go outside, and while my wife's profession isn't currently impacted, my company can't earn any revenue for the next month at least. We've been assured that it's not an existential crisis, but of course the mere mention of that idea raises alarm bells.

It's good to have savings in a time like this, though we wish we had even more. I can hear you now, "Then why the hell did you just buy a piano?" And the answer is because it was important for my marriage, which is more important than any one bout of employment. It was clear that this was very important for my wife, and I think my company will most likely survive this.

The alarm bells are nevertheless a good reminder to keep socking away cash.

Net Worth Update: March, 2020

Our net worth dropped since this time in February by 12.16% in USD and 12.48% in EUR to $52,448 and €47,985 respectively.

The reason is obvious. Our stock portfolios fell precipitously as Europe and the United States responded aggressively to the COVID-19 pandemic.

Big Picture

Thankfully, I still have my salaried job, and my employer has stated that we're at no risk of dissolving. My wife's work hours have dried up considerably, but she is still working over Zoom for those clients who can still manage it. My sibling still has a job despite vast layoffs. Both parents have Social Security at least and one has a healthy retirement portfolio.

Most importantly, none of us have caught the virus yet. However, I don't know how long I can expect that. Two family members live in one of the hot-spot cities in the US. One parent is working again and coming into contact with people. I have nagged them to take precautions as far as is reasonable, and I have to trust them to take care of themselves.

As of right now, I feel like I'm in an enviable position, and I consider myself very lucky. But when I see charts like this:

Or this:

I recognize that anything that affects so many people will eventually affect me as well. It's just a matter of time, and I've been mentally preparing as best I can.

Savings Rate and Other Factors

Our savings rate of our mixed pre/post tax income was 46.3%. Easiest way to get your savings rate up is to hold expenses steady when you earn more money, and this month is clear evidence of that.

I received an outsized payment at the end of February due to some extra work I did. My employer also gave me too much money, and that will be taken out of my end-of-March payment. That will obviously hurt April's savings.

We paid estimated taxes in March. Fun fun.

We spent much too much on groceries this month. We didn't stockpile aggressively at all, but we ended up well outside of our budget.

We received a refund for overpayment of health insurance for my wife. Because she's self employed and utilizes the public system (the gesetzliche Krankenkasse), her payments are based on income and fluctuate every year.

April

April is going to be tight. I wish I had a lot more money to throw at the market or our emergency savings, but it's not going to happen unless we get one of these stimulus checks from the IRS in the next few weeks.

Good luck and stay healthy.

Take the Power Back

It's stunning how quickly everything in the world is moving due to coronavirus:

• Like many organizations, my company has suspended some operations to prevent large social gatherings.
• My wife's business has seen cancellations out of fear.
• Stock markets feel like they're properly crashing. Unlike 2018 or 2016, the S&P 500 is well below the 200-week moving average. That alone makes this look like 2008 or 2001.
• Not to mention, there's the giant oil price blowup.

I took steps weeks ago to manage my risk. I sold my lowest conviction positions, and I extinguished all my margin debt. I'm fully invested (not including our emergency fund) and don't plan on making any adjustments to my existing portfolio. I've made my bed, so now it's time to sleep in it. When I get paid, I'll continue purchasing assets and setting aside cash for our cash buffer.

But more importantly, we're having to face the very real real-life possibility that we and/or many people we love will get ill and, possibly, die. I believe it's important to simply be honest about this and begin to adjust to the reality.

I have two parents over 70. I also have two grandmothers. My sibling in the US is in a densely populated city with rising numbers of infected. My company has around 500 employees working in close contact with one another, and some are definitely high risk. My city is one of the largest in Germany, and cases are increasing here.

It's funny going to the supermarkets here and seeing sold out soy milk or pasta or toilet paper. All those purchases were made out of an attempt to prepare, as if hand sanitizer or toilet paper meant you could control the outcome. Yes, yes, wash your hands, and stop touching your face. This has long been a good standard practice, so even after coronavirus, you should keep this up.

But the preparation must be more in your mind and less in your pantry. We must think through what reality might look like in the coming weeks and months for us. Only then can we make rational choices.

You might have some risks that you need to deal with. Some social distancing is wise. Some financial risks carry "blow up" potential, so deal with them as rationally as possible and move on. However, try to avoid waving your hands and justifying poor choices -- such as selling out of all equities after a big drawdown -- out of fear. We are awfully good at justifying poor behavior, so try and resist it.

And this needn't be a dark process. I've been actively reminding myself of what I enjoy. I enjoy reading. I enjoy music. I enjoy playing guitar and taking pictures. I enjoy exercising. I love my wife. I love my family. These are all things I can have more of if I choose to.

Just as you can. Take whatever power you have and use it to love your life.