Showing posts with label war. Show all posts
Showing posts with label war. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 11, 2022

September Update: Electricity Reduction, Net Worth, Wiseguy, Euro

My work picked up in September, and life felt like it regained a some sense of normalcy. I was concerned with the ongoings at my job, and there were work politics and friendships to manage. Since I'm not traveling, I could devote myself to my hobbies and to fitness. My wife took new bold steps in her business and is attracting new better-paying customers.

With a moment's reflection, it becomes clear that things are not normal. For one example, we've done a good job lowering our electricity usage by reducing the temperature of our showers. Lukewarm is the best description. We've relegated using our clothes drier to being emergency use only. I've tuned our Synology to only turn on and back up our computers at night. I wake up and immediately unplug the chargers in my bedside table, since they're mini computers, drawing a small current at all times. Lights come on and are shut off quickly. The fridge and freezer are less cold. The kitchen water heater isn't as hot. I cook food in bulk and eat it throughout the week.

We also haven't used our radiators at all yet. It's starting to get chilly in Germany, but we are resisting using them until it's absolutely necessary. We've always kept hot water bottles, and so we've used those when the chill was too oppressive.

For our efforts, our electricity was reduced to 193.4 kWh in September, down from an average of 259.75 kWh per month in the first half of 2022. That's about a 26% reduction. As the weather cools and the sunshine becomes ever shorter, our usage will inevitably creep back up, but I continue to look for other ways to reduce our demand here.

Net Worth Changes

Image: our net worth in a stacked bar chart. The dark blue line is the net sum of assets and liabilities.

Our net worth fell 3.66% in USD and 1.89% in EUR to $117,080 and €119,469 respectively.

For this month, it was entirely due to declines in our stock and ETF portfolios. There was one area of - short term - good news, when Store Capital agreed to be bought out at a premium to what I paid, which brought in a sudden burst of profit. However, this could not counteract the declines elsewhere.

Cash

I continue to hold what are, for me, substantial cash positions. Additionally, my IRA remains in a money market fund as the trend following rule triggering a purchase has not been met. As interest rates rise, these sums bring in ever greater monthly income. However, that is not enough to counteract the S&P 500's regular down 1% days in any meaningful way.

Wiseguy Portfolio

Image: The Wiseguy Portfolio (green line) vs. S&P 500 (red line) in September

The Wiseguy Portfolio did what it should have in September, but it was cold comfort. It "only" fell by 8.51% vs. the S&P 500's 9.87%. I continue to add to it, however, and I add to that which has done most poorly. In October, I added exclusively to the international small cap value fund, since that had been the most battered. In September, unfortunately, we didn't have the income to make a purchase.

Euro

The euro continues to decline, which leaves me conflicted. On the one hand, I'm worried because I earn euros, and although a $500 addition per month to the Wiseguy Portfolio will likely be enough on its own to make us wealthy over time, if $500 per month becomes out of reach, my plan may come undone.

Image: Our net worth in euros over time. Notice the lower volatility.

On the other, I feel ganz schön clever for having all these dollar assets, because in euros, our net worth has been much more stable than the dollar equivalent. My US bank accounts have grown in euros over time by just sitting there.

As I said. Conflicted.

Life Goes On

Despite all the worries, we're trying to live our lives as happily as we can. I have lived without hot water entirely at one point in my life, and it had no effect on my happiness. Ultimately, relationships are wealth, and we've had some social occasions this last month that reinforced that truth. Additionally, we expect my sibling to visit in Christmas, which excites me to no end.

It's a frightening time, but human life is more than the numbers and more than the creature comforts.

Until next time, stay healthy and hug those who need hugging.

Thursday, September 1, 2022

July and August 2022 Updates: Travel, Inflation, Rent

In most of July and early August, I was taking advantage of my summer vacation to travel through Europe and the United States. Meanwhile, Europe's bad news kept piling up.

With power prices rising and the rivers drying up and a war and the currency falling in value, it's a worrying moment here. To put it mildly. I've been captivated by the potential for major disruptions to our lives and for the lives of millions of Europeans whose livelihoods rely on industries, which themselves rely on inputs such as natural gas and electricity, both of which have exploded in price.

What does Germany do if its major industries shut down? I don't know.

That said, even while vacationing within Europe, it all felt far away. Shops were open and happy to sell over-priced chocolates or locally made clothing. The wine and cheese in France were still excellent. Paris is still beautiful. The museums remain treasures. People were generally pleasant and happy to see us. My family who visited France loved it and some said they wanted to move there.

To be fair, when I visited the US, all of its problems felt far away too. American food is great. Everyone is nice in a way that feels increasingly foreign and yet increasingly welcome. I think "Maybe I should move back!" after I've touristed in the US, but when I speak to my younger family members about their jobs, the prospect seems less appealing.

All of them are in the rat race. All of them are working their butts off. All of them don't get enough vacation time. I didn't ask about health care, but I know what that's like. All of them are likely earning more than I do, but the price for that is enormous uncertainty and very little freedom with their time. Whenever I spoke about my job, I couldn't help but feel like I was bragging, even though I'm somewhat unhappy with my career and am considering other prospects.

But as soon as the words leave my lips, "Six weeks summer vacation.... yes, it's paid," I know I have something valuable that my working-age American family doesn't have. It's a tricky social minefield, and it's an inevitable topic of conversation because I just have so much free time in the summer. Meanwhile, my American loved ones balance seeing me with their work schedules.

We'll see though. If Germany can't manage its current troubles, it's possible that the system that supports me and my colleagues falls apart. That's unlikely, but it can't be ruled out.

Net Worth: Inflation and Stocks

Our net worth increased 7.46% in July ($123,947) and fell 2.01% in August ($121,453) in USD. In euros, it rose 9.45% in July (€121,160) and rose .44% in August (€121,697). Liquid net worth at the end of August stood at $89,890 and €90,070.

Image: Chart of our USD net worth over time. Notice the value of euro debt decreasing quickly.

The falling euro is scary. On the one hand, my euro wealth continues to rise because of my overwhelming reliance on dollar assets for my savings. On the other, I have received a large pay cut relative to the US, which I felt acutely whenever I paid for a restaurant bill in the US. Inflation in the US plus a falling euro equals pain for euro jobbers like me.

The upsides are that if there's an emergency over here, my USD cash has become more valuable in euros. Likewise, the value of my European debt has decreased significantly in dollar terms.

Stock Market

The stock market since June has been volatile. The S&P 500 rose in price in July to touch the 200 day moving average and has since fallen. My assumption is that it's in a downtrend, and so my IRA remains in a money market account. Ironically, my lack of action since February in the IRA has been the best trade of my life. The interest I earn in it has gone up over time even as the overall market continues trending downwards.

So far, despite the new downward price action, I don't feel any urge to make major portfolio changes.

My Evolving Rent Thoughts

I have to admit: I've been triggered by the rent increase we got in June. Until then, I'd never had a landlord increase their rent on me. And for him to do it then, just as all our economic realities were getting more precarious, felt especially grating.

I admit that this is irrational. He's also an investor, and investors want rising cash flows from their investments. I get it. But I don't like being a landlord's cash flow1, and so we've been looking at buying properties again. I still hate the upfront cost of buying something here, but man, I hate having my rent raised. So I'll keep looking.

For a few weeks there, I felt like I was in a rush to buy something. But that has subsided. I've calmed down. I'm still worried about a potential rent increase next year too, but I see that our requirements for a property are specific enough that I can't and shouldn't just buy any old thing.

Other Notes: Computer, Refund, €9 ticket

In July, we bought a new computer for my wife. Her's starting crashing, and since she relies on a stable computer for her work, we bought a new MacBook Air for her. We were going to pay for this from occupational cash flow, but amazingly we finally got the second federal stimulus payment in the form of our 2020 tax return refund. Plus interest! That more or less covered the cost, and it came at a perfect time.

That said, we're going to be financially tight for awhile here. She's making a major change in her business, and the short term effects are likely to be reduced cash flow in the short term with increased cash flow later since she'll be in greater control of her time and pricing. She's being bold, and I'm happy for her.

Finally, we will both miss Germany's €9 ticket, which allowed us both to travel throughout Germany for €18 total per month in June, July, and August. It's back to the old complicated expensive system here, and we'll mourn grievously.

That's all I have for this time around. Take care of yourselves and your families. Until next time.


  1. Especially for this landlord. I like our apartment and its location, but his management of this building leaves a lot to be desired, and we're currently fighting with him about our Nebenkosten. ↩︎

Sunday, July 3, 2022

Update June 2022: Bear Market, Options, Life in Germany

In June, our net worth fell by 5.93% in USD and 3.04% in EUR to $115,344 and €110,695 respectively. Liquid net worth was at $83,151/€79,800.

The Bear Market

The S&P 500 officially entered a bear market in June, but this has felt like a bear market to me for awhile. I was holding stocks like Netflix, Facebook, Amazon, Paypal, and Cloudflare from 2021 into 2022, and they're down much more than 20%. It's funny: I knew holding that stuff was really risky, but I couldn't see a way out. I didn't want to sell and pay taxes, so I just held and watched money evaporate. Dumb.

However, even when I did sell, I'd often buy shares in a different company that hadn't started falling yet but inevitably would. For example, if I sold Cloudflare or Square I'd put the money in Amazon. So there was this sense that there was nowhere to run: stay in the name and lose money or sell to buy something "safer" and still lose money.

The names in my individual stock portfolio have gotten progressively more boring. One advantage is that they aren't nearly as correlated, even though on the really bad days, they still all fall together. But at least it's not one big tech trade, which rises or falls based on how the world is viewing tech as a whole.

Painful as this has been, I have learned a lot:

  • Be careful of correlations.
  • Valuation eventually does matter.
  • Paying taxes is better than a crash.

Lastly, this experience has convinced me that most of my money should be in a basket of diversified ETFs, where single stock risk won't wreck my day.

Options Trading

In June, I bought and sold my first options contracts. This is small potatoes, but I bought a call option and sold it the same day, and I'm holding on to a few puts on the overall stock market.

I've long wanted to be able to buy this kind of insurance on my portfolio, but I just didn't follow through with my broker. That said, because it's new, and because it's risky, I don't want to commit a lot of money to this. I remember on Reddit's /r/Wallstreetsbets when there were a few weeks of easy gains for the guys who bought weekly calls on SPY. Inevitably a bunch of other people followed and bet huge sums only to see their options expire worthless.

I recognize the risk that goes along with options trading, and I'll size accordingly.

Life in Germany Right Now

The other day, my wife and I along with a group of others assisted a Ukrainian family move in to a new home. They obviously don't know anyone, so organizations have sprung up to help house them. The family, like many such families coming to Germany, consisted of a mother and her children: the men tend to stay behind in Ukraine.

During this last week, the power company Uniper said that they might need financial assistance from the Bundesregierung due to rising gas prices in addition to lower gas flows from Russia. As I wrote in my last piece, we were asked by our local power company to pay more for our electricity due to the current price realities. When we first moved in, our electricity was around 24 cents per kWh vs. the 39 cents we're now paying. Electricity prices have always felt high here, but now every click of a light bulb or every drop of warm water feels consequential.

The whole situation is unsettling, and it's only summer now: few people use air conditioning here. What happens in the winter when we're all cranking up the heat? I don't know.

There are shortages too, though they're limited to specific items. For example, my employer told us to conserve paper due to a paper shortage. Canola oil in Germany is now basically a distant memory.

Weird as it may sound, I've begun asking myself what event would cause me to buy some plane tickets and bail on Germany. My usual trigger is something like the war expanding into other countries or hitting a NATO country.

I don't want to leave though. It's really a very pleasant country to live in. So let's hope for some kind of peaceful resolution to this violent madness.

Forecasting

My wife and I will be leaving this week to enjoy our summer vacations. We're going to France, so there's clearly still plenty of fun to be had in Europe, despite the present reminders of hardship. Afterwards I'll be flying to the US. I need to hug my family members and, ahem, log into my US accounts from the address I claim as my residence (haha).

And with a vacation comes expenses, but it also comes with my employer's summer bonus. So I've sent off a lot of money - for me - to the various savings account, and I think I've set aside enough for the two of us to enjoy ourselves. My wife also needs a new computer, so that will take a bite out of us.

Until next time, take care. Enjoy yourself in whatever way makes you happiest.

Wednesday, June 29, 2022

Inflation Bites: Action vs. Acceptance

Image: Consumer prices in Germany broken out by sector, from Destatis

When I woke up this morning, it really hit me for the first time: we aren't in total control of our expenses. I kind of freaked.

Electricity

In the past month, we've been hit with two disturbing price increases. First, we were hit with a price increase for our electricity. It's gone from 31.345 cents/kWh to 39.827 cents/kWh, which is a 27% jump. It would be even worse if we changed contracts, since existing customers get slightly better deals than new customers, so there's nowhere to run.

Right now, we're trying to get our electricity use under control; shorter more precise showers, bulk food prep, and turning electronics off and unplugging them are some of the steps we're taking. So far, it's only made a slight difference.

I've considered buying more efficient electronics (a new stove or refrigerator), but would these new objects actually pay for themselves fast enough to be worth it? I doubt it.

Rent

Even worse, our rent was raised by 17%. Back when we signed our lease, we agreed to have our rent tied to the Verbraucherpreisindex (the German consumer price index). The landlord explained this to us, and I even remember him telling us, but I didn't totally understand what it meant because, well, not understanding everything you're hearing is just part of the immigrant experience1.

However, I didn't really understand what I was signing. I feel both like an idiot and like I'm sitting on a time bomb. If inflation continues rising in Germany, we could not only be priced out of our existing apartment, but we could be priced out of our neighborhood entirely, forcing us to downsize our living space and move much further from my employer.

German housing sucks right now. I looked around the city to see what prices are like for buying apartments and houses, and it's all bad news. From an American perspective, houses are laughably small and are often comparable to apartments in terms of actual living space. However, they are still expensive and often situated away from good public transport.

Apartments are probably a better option, but they come with mandatory building expenses and neighbors. To be fair, both apartments and houses are often joined to a neighbor's structure, and although I'd like to have some real privacy, privacy is out of our budget.

Let's not forget that mortgages have also gotten more expensive, so previously affordable mortgages are now priced out. Naturally, my German savings account still pays me nothing.

Running the Numbers

As I mentioned in a previous article, you take a huge loss up front when you buy property here. If we saved up €50,000 for a down payment on a place, it's likely that most of that would just go to the Grundsteuer, the Makler, the registration costs and so on. It's a pure loss up front, and it's the kind of thing that leads to sunk cost fallacies: no matter how much I'd want to make a life change, I'd always have this huge expense in the back of my mind.

So I'm trying to look at the numbers rationally and chill out. The rent increase is about 112 EUR. Divide €50,000 by €112, and that's 446 months or 36.16 years. So does it make sense to spend €50,000 to save myself from 36 years of this rent increase?

No, damn it, it doesn't make sense2.

Remodeling as Further Disincentive

Another number to consider: if we moved, we'd likely have to remodel in some fashion. German houses and apartments often come without floors, for example, or toilets or kitchens. All of that costs money. So let's say we moved and remodeled, and it cost us €20,000 on top of the €50k we already spent on taxes and fees. That another 178.57 months of this rent increase or just under 15 years.

The risk, of course, is that this isn't the only rent increase. The German CPI jumped by 17% year over year in May, so let's extrapolate into the future. If rent increased again by 17% from our new level, that would be a €129.61 increase. Combined with the previous raise that's a €242 additional payment. So €70,000/242 = 289 months or 24 years. So would it make sense to save and then spend €70,000 up front in order to spare myself 24 years of a worst case scenario rent increase?

I don't think so. But now I'm less certain. And if it happened for a third and fourth year in a row, the numbers start to get worrying very fast. I have to remind myself however, that even if we owned a place, a world in which prices are rising by 17% every year is a world where we're still on the hook to buy things that are increasing 17% every year. If a water heater breaks or if the roof needs repairs or whatever, that would be on us.

I don't have a good answer, and I think I'll have to live with that. My hope is that our incomes will also rise to meet this new challenge, but I can't guarantee it.

Accepting a Loss of Control

Image: various price changes from Destatis

I'm not happy with it, but I have to live with being out of control to some extent. Otherwise I'll drive myself crazy. We do have control over some things, such as our groceries, which have also gone up in price. In that realm, we still have some maneuverability, so we'll have to do what we can there to feel like we have some power.

Hopefully, this doesn't go on forever. And hopefully, I won't be writing a similar article a year from now, chastising myself for not seeing the signs of impending doom via inflation and taking decision action. I'm not sure what action is best besides trying to earn more and spend less.

I'm sure you're feeling some pain from inflation. This is a difficult period for everyone. Just make sure you look at the numbers before taking some kind of drastic action to save yourself from it. It might not be worth it.


  1. This is a relatively new method for German landlords to extract higher rents since the default method is for rent increases to be determined by the city. ↩︎

  2. I would like to own property one day, but the upfront costs continue to dissuade me from going too far down this path. ↩︎

Monday, March 7, 2022

February 2022 Update: War, Trend, Hobbies

On February 28, 2022, our net worth stood at $121,069 and €107,904, which represents a -0.09% decline and 0.09% rise in USD and EUR respectively.

Basically, we were flat month over month. However, we were net savers in February, which means that our savings were offset by losses elsewhere. Those losses were in the stock market, where prices bounced around from fear of high valuations, rising interest rates, and war in Ukraine.

Ukraine

I'm not going to expound on the politics of the war beyond my support for the Ukrainians and hope for a swift and just end to the violence. However, since Ukraine is just a long day's drive away from us, the war is felt very keenly here. I have Russian and Ukrainian colleagues, not to mention the many eastern European colleagues who remember Soviet occupation or hegemony. There is panic in the air.

The Ukrainian colleagues are bearing their burdens well, however, their pain is showing. One has family hunkered down in shelters in Kyiv. A Russian colleague made a point of hugging him last week. On the first day of the war, several Russian colleagues called in sick. Who can blame them? Generally, they've been quiet about the war.

A friend's spouse is Russian, and she's very stressed. Her sister is in jail after protesting in Moscow, and they're not sure how they will get the money to get her out, especially now that money transfers are impossible. At the same time, she's losing business from her local Russian customers; their wealth is in rubles, and they both can't transfer it, and the value has crashed.

There is fear of nuclear war. There was one day where, upon reading the news, I became afraid of spiraling escalation and considered dropping everything, grabbing my wife, getting on a plane, and flying someplace remote in the American midwest. Of course, in the case of nuclear war, that probably wouldn't be enough.

My mother is worried about us. I've tried to downplay the risk, but events have proven me wrong.

Trend Following

I've decided to implement a simple trend following strategy in my tax-deferred IRAs. The basic rule is this: if above the 10 month moving average, buy or hold. If below that line, then sell. The "buy" is for a broad based index fund like the Vanguard All World Stock fund.

I got this strategy from Meb Faber, and its major advantage is that it saves an investor from long draw downs. Yes, it will sometimes whip you in and out of positions, but when it saves you from a 2000 or 2008 type crash, it makes up for those mild inefficiencies.

The one challenge is that my account with Vanguard is still based around mutual funds. Their rules prevent me from buying shares within one month of selling them. That means there's a minimum one month wait to rejoin the market, or else I have to choose a different fund.

As of now, I'm not doing this in my taxable account. I may ultimately regret that choice, but I can't decide how I'd logically implement it when some stocks are doing very well (ABBV, BRK.B, ENB), and others are in big drawdowns. I'm not interested in trend following each name individually. So I guess I'll have periods where I just go down with the ship and am forced to watch.

At least I'll have this Charlie Munger clip to keep me company in my bag holding:

Hobbies and the Value of Stuff

I have a few expensive hobbies. Namely, I'm into photography, which is a high cost hobby no matter which way you look at it. Recently, I've decided to switch camera systems due to having a new interest in video, which does demand more cutting edge gear.

This has meant trying to sell my older stuff, which reveals the value - or lack thereof - laden in the object. However, there's always a challenge in doing it with high end stuff, because there might be a lag time, especially if you try to bypass a site like eBay. Perhaps no one in my city needs that specific wide angle lens for that particular camera system.

In any case, I'm sitting on gear that's not valued as part of my net worth, which I'm hoping to transform into cash at some point soon. At the same time, the new gear I bought has most certainly knocked down our net worth. I did manage to sell the camera, but lenses can have a longer lead time before they're purchased.

I will likely have to use eBay in the end with all the risks inherent in that choice.

Forecast

I'm not particularly hopeful right now regarding the economy. Commodity prices are spiking as Russian and Ukrainian exports are closed out of the market. Europe is in a vulnerable spot with their energy supplies. There's risk of not enough food to feed the world.

So far, March has been another difficult month in the stock market, which is where most of my wealth resides. I'm trying to look at it with equanimity, but it's hard. I'm also trying to see market prices declines as an opportunity rather than as a curse to avoid at all costs. Since I'm in a lucky position, I can continue to accumulate cash and/or buy attractively priced shares. Though I'm all spent at this point in the month.

A family emergency has arisen in the US with the health of a family member. It will likely mean a trip to the US by my wife sometime in the near future. This will be a real cost, but there are more important things than money.